My Life

2010-03-16T13:18:00.000+05:00

okay , so ytd had a great time with the pple above and also nurul's sis (not in pic) . Went to pasir ris for the work's bbq , it was damn boring lorh , so we decided to buy uno card , play like only one game of it . haha . Cos we were too busy camwhoring . I am very very glad that i'm not attached , cos like i said having a boyfriend is like having two jobs . It's an advantage if ur bf have his own transport , other than that nothing is good . If he wants to meet you every single day , thats like a punch in your face everyday . Boring sia hari2 jumpe mataey . So im thankful i am single and just having loads of guy's company .

they are all advertising Marigold wintermelon drinks , while i just couldnt be bothered . hah ! and omg , there a lot of lizards huh at the chalet , geli pe aku .. besar2 plak tu ..

and yes , finally we decided to go home , took a cab home of course , sent nnurul and her sister first then i went off to my own place . so yeah . and the reason im not working today , is LAZYNESS . and i dont even have an mc .and i dk wad to say to them on thurs . Oh and im gonna drop a bomb on them on thurs . just a tiny explosion , just a grenade i guess . haha . IM QUITING MY JOB , the makcik sux over there , except cik su . the other makcik , mulot jahat nk mampos . Ckp besar , yg pandai pun kakak kau , anak2 die , and anak kau , bukan kau . So wad if u were halfway thru A level , u still ennd at watsons . no biggie sia . And so wad if anak kau bbual english kan umah ?? big deal uh ?? nk blg skali tkpe jugak , nk bilang bnyk2 kali . Meh aku bilang kan satu dunie ... naseb kau tue , kalau tkk aku tk tau ape jadi kat kau ... da tue buat la hal tue , insaf lah .. nie tk maseh nk mengumpat . kau pikir high school per ... ade popular crowd and unpopular crowd . OKAY IM DONE BYE !!

2010-03-15T11:45:00.000+05:00

GIRL , leave him . He's not worth it . You have to stop this violence . Your kids are watching and it's not healthy , if they continue to see this voilence, it might have an effect on their future. if you have a son, he might think that hitting on women is okay and if you have a daughter she might think its okay and she shouldnt leave.
no woman deserves or should be hit by any man. So please you and your kids deserve better , think twice before marrying this guy , ure young sia . I don't care if he's reading my blog , who give a fuck care about him anyways . MORON ! Not happy , u know where to find my bitch .

2010-03-12T17:54:00.000+05:00

i cant post my bsb pics , cos someone's a bitch . hah !
off day tomorrow , so darn tired . gonna catch green zone tmr , with brother .
Love matt damon . *melts*
i miss someone badly , why such a player ? tsk .
i can't get him out of mua head . How ?
Ive been buying loads of make up lately , even the brushes i bought it .
Like wtf is wrong wit mua ? i used to hate make ,okay not hate just dislike ,
cos it felt so heavy on mua face , haha . now im like addicted . muke sume da tk bersih macam dulu .
macam siak .. hhaha . MMUST STOP PKAI MAKEUP .

none to blog about .

I wish I had the chance to say goodbye, yeah I still miss you.
So hard to see through the tears I've cried.
Yeah, I still need you.
Cause I don't want to, if I don't have to ever let you go.
The longest I'll hold on... God only knows

2010-02-28T13:55:00.000+05:00

so yesterday , went to the movies to catch dear john . It was on the 9.35pm show . Decided not to catch the midnight show , because our eyes couldn't take it i bet . So dear john movie was alright i guess . I think i cried whenever channing tatum cried especially at the hospital part . Fuhh . After the show , the viewers infront of us was like complaining how they wasted two hours of their time watching the movie . And said it was better if it were to be spent on studying -_- .

and my sis and i went shopping , i finally gotten my gladiator sandals , while my sis gotten the heels one . And too bad for her she's not ever taller than me after wearing them heels . We're the same height . OMG ! haha . And also , after centuries , ok la not centuries la , after soo soo long i finally get to eat bk . haha . i knw like wtf ? but hey i miss the taste of their beef patties . I bought a dress which cost me a bomb , but yeah whatever i shall wear them dress during the bsb concert . Whoopie DOO !!!

And finally i want to wish MYSELF a very very HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY . May all your wish come true aye .

And happy anniversary to abg yan and kak siti too . Their anni falls on my bdae . So double celebration . Not realleh . and they are gg for bsb concert too . yay !

And finally fuck off from my blog thank you !

2010-02-26T20:02:00.000+05:00

my pay is still not in yet , but i have so many plans for tomorrow .

oh and i took mc today , cos my stomach aint feeling that good , and also , im very lazy to go work . Dad had his tooth plucked out and he's on 2 days mc . haha .

So tomorrow's plan is to go tamp to shop , watch percy jackson movie at 11.55pm at ehub , then watch dear john at 1.55am . yup that's the exact plan , crazy much , i guess . ive never really done this before with the person above , so i bet it's gonna be fun . cos when there's the two of us , everything's gonna be crazy . Actually i'm the one whose gonna make things much more exciting and funny , thats why my sis love me , not only becos im her blood . it's also cos i irritate her , makes her laugh and scold her like nobody can . only i can , muahahahaha :) ohh and guess wad ? BSB CONCERT in like two days yaw .. woohoo !

2010-02-24T17:15:00.000+05:00

What's up with the old people , i mean as they grow older they are acting more and more like kids .
Not all , but handful of them . Them , that are so called "makcik Quarters " . Tk bley ang oi !
At work have to confront this people every day . Can someone just save me . I don't want to even 'tegor' them , later they say i'm rude or whatsoever . Arghh . Nothing to blog , everything oso about work . boring or what . wit till 28th feb , i'll have soo many things to blog about .

BSB CONCERT !!!! HERE I COME :)

2010-02-15T22:07:00.000+05:00

I just feel like blogging about guys/love . Hah ! Random much ?

Not really yeah , it's typically of us girls to blog or even talk about guys/love . So yeah .

What type of guy do i fall for ? I fall for the guy next door , the one who's always so chill .

Quiet , but speaks his mind when he needs to . Fight for what he believes in .

I'm content with someone who is nice , attractive , honest , and normal . It's still so hard to find that kind of person ,but i truly believe he is out there somewhere .

Never fails to keep finding . Some people say love is easy , but we ,

the people in love makes it so complicated . Well obviously the people who said love was easy are the ones who are not in relationship , so it's easy to run their mouth about love . And yeah love is beautiful , but maybe people might mistaken lust for love . And when they say love is beautiful , did they really mean it or is it because they got the action they wanted . At 17 i never actually experience true love , yeah sure i got love from my family . But the true love i'm talking about is in a sense of relationship . I keep telling myself i'm too young to experience true love . The love that i've experience are either temporary or "you're about to love someone deeply and truly you end up getting cheated on" kind of love . And now i'm turning 18 , and i'm just too excited to find love . Eventhough in my heart , i know i'm gonna get hurt some many times before i could find love . True love . And i'm ready to go for war , at 18 , i'm smarter and wiser at protecting my heart .
And how do we find guys that for once doesn't think about sex whenever they meet girls , it doesn't make them any less man if they don't think about sex . And it definitely doesn't makes him any more of a man if the fucked or cheat on girls . It just made them a douche bag , an asshole and also a jerk . Love isn't sex guys , sex is lust . Don't get confused .

Enough of the love talk .

This is random , but i just wanna share . In the past year , when i watch sad/romantic movies and the endings are sad or very touching i don't usually cry . But omg , just recently i realise i've been crying everytime i watch a sad part of a movie . It's not even reality show , where unfortunate things happen to people which really heart wrenching where in a sense i have the right to be emotional about because it happen in real life . But sad part in movies , or just seeing people cry makes me cry . I don't know what's wrong with me , but err , is it bad though ? I usually said to my friends , "alah part gini pon krg nangis " "cite tipu pon krg nangis , kecoh uh ." But now it haappens to me , i feel like eww , why the hell am i crying at such lovey dovey scene . haha ... kental uh .. But i guess hormones are changing , im growing to have a sensitive side of me . And i think it's good ? haha .. yeah . And at least i do have more feelings right .. rather than no feelings at all . and i can join you guys cry aye . geez .

I'm done blogging , tomorrow is work day , after two off days which feels like a week . I can't believe im looking forward to work after what happened . NB !

10 more days to pay day and 12 more day to BSB concert/My birthday . WHOOPIE DOOO .

If only things were simple when it comes to love .

i love you and you love me

and we live happily ever after .

2010-02-14T08:38:00.000+05:00

Bad day at work , arghhh , fought with two bloody customer last two days .

First was this stupid China girl , who doesn't even know how to speak english , only know 'yes' and 'no' and also 'crazy' , cos she said that i was .

I didn't even do anything crazy , and that makes me crazy ? No sense at all right ?

Well she was completely invisible to me while she was lining up , and so this auntie just rush in to my counter to pay her stuff , so that stupid china girl didnt even move an inch from her position , so was it my fault that i didnt serve you ?

no ! U Stupid idiotic freak ! So for some reason we got into an heated argument ,

she was speaking chinese , i speak malay la kan , haha ..

And for some reason she stare at me while i was busy cashing out for other customer .

And cannnot blame me what , so many people you know to cash out . Non stop .

And the other one , is a funny one . I am so lazy to elaborate , so for short , we were closing the shop when this old lady came finding sodium chloride , i dont even know wth it is , so i don't entertain her . blah blah blah she heard me said some stuff , she got mad saying i was making fun of her , so my goal achieved , which is make fun of her so that she'll be humiliated and simply walk off , and she did , but i might be losing my job . haha . DOn't care .

So i am not working on valentine's day , but it was last minute so my valentine has gone to Cali for some reason . Will be web cam-ing with him later on . Excited much . yeah . But i miss ya :( come home soon aites .

Parents will be going idk where with bro and sis inlaw and their baby . Not following , not in the mood too and i want to web cam with valentine .

This few days ive been in a bad mood , at work , people have seen side of me they never seen before , and i usually have patience of a holy man , but i just lose it this past few days . PMS much ? hate it . NB !

not excited at all for birthday , mood changing . i hate it .

2010-02-09T17:13:00.000+05:00

I'm in love with Facebook , so many awesome games . I'm addicted to their games , i mean like who wouldn't right ? And i just received a news from fellow colleague that she gotten a warning letter , and OMG , like who the fuck taught you to write that freaking letter , if the handwriting weren't bad enough , u have got to read the letter , it was a disaster , it was in English language , but the sentences were all jumbled up . And worst , it was written by the asst manager , being uneducated doesn't mean bad English , like HELLOOO !! , i didn't even finish high school , but my english ain't so bad right ? I'm not dissing , or maybe i am , just that , don't give a warning letter to every newcomer who steps in to the workplace over a petty issue .I know it's working life kinda thing but hey , keep going at the rate you are going , you are going to lose your workers , cos of your attitude and your BO (haha jk) . Sometimes you just got to give in , give in doesn't mean you lost or anything it just means that you are the bigger person . Cut them some slacks for your company's sake .

And it's 2010 , there is still bad english in Singapore ? haha yeah i guess so .

My love life is a bore , because having to work means less time for myself and even though i have 2-3days off sometimes , i'm still too tired to shop or hang out with the dudes . Therefore i shall stay single as long as i'm working unless the love of my life stole my heart at my workplace . Then we'll live happily ever after . Hah !

I miss my guy friends a lot , i'm sorry cos i didn't reply your text or chat with you guys at MSN , i may be online , but i'm just too annoyed to chat lately . IDKW . I think cos my menses hasn't arrive yet . haha . CRAP !

until next time folks , i'll update again . My Birthday is in 19 more days . Payday is in like 17 more days .

And i have so many things in my head that i want to do , but i doubt i could make any of it happen except for the BSB concert .

Could have been true love
But it wasn't
It should all add up
But it doesn't

2010-02-08T12:56:00.000+05:00

Work has been fun lately , made new friends and i love it . Will be working on Valentine's Day , how awesome can it be ? All Valentine's Day plans is off , i'll just have to celebrate with the girls at work . Whoopeedoo !!

My boss is crazy , until he rolls on the floor and acts like a baby then i'll start calling him nuts . I'm off today and tomorrow , and i have no plans . I just want to stay home and kick in with some awesome movies on the net .

And my bro's back from taiwan , reservist . He bought some pretty cool stuff , like a champagne bottle look alike but it's actually an umbrella . New york Yankees pen . And others that im lazy to state here . And finally , when will my sis get married yaw ?? Oh wait delete that , When will my 2nd Bro get married yaw ?? please do it like soon pretty please ?? heh .

- Can you feel this magic in the air ,

It must have been the way you kissed me :)

2010-01-31T20:26:00.000+05:00

errr , guess what . BSB CONCERT YAW !!!! hahaha ..
birthday present from sister . And the concert is on my birthday itself , so pple im booked the whole day orite .
I think i'll scream till i lose my voice , haha . Can't wait . Oh n it's the front row .. Amazing !! i didnt know booking tickets were that easy . haha .
Outing with waneey , a totaly disaster . Thanks aye . I know whose important now .
i dont really care , i really don't . As far as im concern , ure outta my life .

2010-01-29T16:20:00.000+05:00

off day today , spent all day long on tagged and youtube .

And you know what just happened ? Some auntie just knocked on my door like they trynna break the freaking door down . Chillax uh , what's the door bell for right ? So eventually the auntie's "jemuran"(haha) fell on my "gala" . I was already pissed off by the way she knocked on my door , so i talk to her like wanna fight like that haha , auntie tros ckp sorry , so my mum went and take the pants and gave it to her . So now Auntie and the Pants live happily ever after *yay*

My pay still haven't come in , how long am i suppose to wait ? I have plans for tomorrow , and if there's still no pay tomorrow my plan is all ruin . And it's gonna piiss the shit out of me laa ..

And please , i'm totally over ya , so stop calling or texting me , cos im not gonna entertain a desperado like you . I'm not cheap , and u might think i am , but seriously , if i am , why haven't u got any action from me dude ?? peace asshole .

is it still early to do countdown for my Birthday ? haha , 30 more days ?? i think it's too early

okae delete that ...

tomorrow's plan is *jeng jeng jeng *

- touch up my hair (rebond the curly wurly part)

- pay my handphone bill :(

- go to orchard , meet the friend .

- watch the spy next door or something like that

- go eat swensen , hehe been craving for it ( so bestie it's my treat)

but please don't order so many , and later never finish ok .

- photo taking session with bestie . (A must !!)

- chill2 kat starbucks , bestie's treat .

And all this is only possible if the pay comes in and save the day !

2010-01-25T16:13:00.001+05:00

haven't update for a while now , so since ive nothing better to do , i'll update aites .

finally got back in contact with ayang , like after so long sia gerl . Tu uh tk nk tolak number abey nk salah kan aku . hah . She wanted to meet today but i just dont feel like it , cos one thing , ive quit smoking , i scared if i meet her i'll start puffing away . So yeah .

Ouh and yesterday got to carry baby love , Alisha Arianna , cute as hell . haha . Asyik tido jek , then i carry she buat taik plak . Adoii .. haha .

here's her pic , she sleeps most of the time so i couldnt get a pic of her while she's awake .

and she's only a month and 2 days in the pic yaww ..

and here's my another babylove , only 1 year old . (pic below)

hahaha yup he's just one year old . cute kan .. haha

oooo and guess what !!! out of a sudden my dad kasi ku amek lesen motor , vroom vrooom .. haha . yay .

tk sabar oi !!! lepas tu nk amek lesen kereta , then my dad will buy me motorbike , then on weekend i can rent a car and go out as a family , i drive . haha . brangan jauh siol ..

2009-12-30T09:28:00.000+05:00

Hi , hello , hey , Olahh , so guess what ? Ive gotten my pay !! whoopie Doo !! Yesterday waited till 11.30 at bedok mac with nurul for our pay to come in .
And this are the stuuf im gonna buy for my pay this month , sikit jek tk banyak .
- a temporary handphone (nokia 5130)
- a green coloured earpiece
- black tights
- a dress
- 2 printed t-shirst
- 2 long sleeveless shirts
i guess thats it , the rest will be wasted on paying the freaking bill , haha .
Off to get ready for work early today , cos on my way to werk im going to buy the phone . I don't think i can find that green earpiece ad bedok , so i guess i'll find it tmr before going to the countdown .
Idk if shud ton or not for countdown , cos the very next day im working moning shift , kalau pengsan cam ner kan ?? haha . So yeah im having second thoughts about countdown .

2009-12-23T19:08:00.000+05:00

Hello earthlings :)) So let's talk about the last two days , got into a heated argument with bloody supervisor .

How can you say to the manager , i wasn't doing my job .

Like come on ! Be specific as to how i wasn't doing my freaking job .

You said i wasn't serving customer , again , What the Fuck ? Who the hell am i suppose to serve , when it's 10++pm and there wasn't anyone in the shop except for us workers ?.

And who gives a fucking care if you have been working the for 15 years , if you're so good at doing your job , then why aren't you promoted ?

Well let me tell you why , it's because of how you treat your fellow colleagues and also how you deal with a situation . And even before i gotten this job , i already know what kind of person you are , cos well i got informants .

And please if you think i'm just 17 years old with no mind of her own and can't fight for her own rights then you are soo damn wrong .

I mean are you kidding me , nowadays how many 17 years old girl/boy let anyone step on their tails ? Not many i can tell you that . Luckily i don't have to deal with her today . Cos if she's gonna start pushing my buttons i swear this fist will swing to her unnatural face . HAH !

Well , had outing with sabby and nurul yesterday and i had real fun with them .

Nurul gave this lame joke , and we laugh our ass off .

Cos it was super funny .

I mean it's ranther random .

First in the afternoon , went to meet sabby at 7-11 then proceed to bedok view bustop to meet ammar and i swear that guys is soo different in a bad and sad way .

Haishh .

Then we proceed to Bedok Macd to eat while waiting for nurul .

And i swear the delivery guys over there are retarded , like they have down syndrome , but like what sabby said , "budak down syndrome lagi mulia dari drg" haha .

After nurul came , we train to city hall , went to timberland then proceed to vivo then back to bedok to slack . Nurul went off ard 8pm cos she's meeting someone , then left me and sab alone , thats when more lame jokes started .

Thanks for the laugh Sabby .

Oh and we handphone surveyed too , and ive decided to settle for Nokia 5130 for temporary use only , until i get more pay to buy the phone of my dreams .

And nurul and i are gonna own the same phone eventually .

Cos we are using handphone soo pekak right now . haha .

My Sis-in-law just gave birth to a baby girl .

And im a happy aunty i think . haha

Well im stucked at home alone while the rest went to visit .

Wth , i can visit other times .

My sleep are so much important nowadays .

Until nexxt time peeps !

2009-12-20T08:14:00.000+05:00

Saaap .. It's 11.04am , and i am fresh like never before . I spent my off day , sleeping all day .
I am so dead tired sia . I hate morning shift cos it's so tiring . Lucky im in the afternoon shift today . And i hope i can do wrapping christmas presents today . I don't want do cashiering during afternoon shift cos later short of money . It's weird though , i mean i do cashiering during morning shift and there's no short of money but during afternoon shift there's short . weird la !

And waneey baby , please be strong . Those are just words , it meant nothing as long as you believe that you're not that kind of person which is soooo obvious that you're not . They are just saying it to hurt you eventhough if it means saying words that are not true . U mustn't let those words bring you down . Do wad i do , just laugh it off , words that comes from our enemies meant so little . And if u let them get to you , it means that you are ur own worse enemy babe . cos u actually believe what they said about you . PLease just ignore those lowlife people ayee . You still have me , khai and ur family who love you . Why let those arseholes get in the way .

2009-12-15T08:24:00.000+05:00

had a date with beloved bestie on the 8th of december . it was fun . I went to macd before meeting her

cos i was veh hungry , and i bought for bestie too . Well i kinda took her food orders the day before .

Met her at her void deck . Then proceed to pondok to have our lunch date . And OMG! the kids there very rowdy aye . The kids were at the edge of idk whats that call , and they cud fall eventhough its just second storey but still it's dangerous . And they were running around like mad children , and i don't even remember me running and screaming when i was young . Does that mean i have a bad childhood ?? haha . I swear the kids are the reason we're laughing so hard in the beginning . Flabby makes me laugh so bad . *boom Boom Boom* haha ..

After that we decided to ask khai to tag along . And we took loads of picture . Unfortunately waneey lappy's a bitch . huhuhu . At 7pluss went to waneey's house cos she wanted to upload the photos . And ard 8 waneey , her mum , her lil sis and me cabbed to tampines mall . And i still don't know how bestie can get through that day with that outfit on . cos i really can't imagine wearing what she wore to tampines mall . I salute u bestie . haha .

After that , her mum called the cabbed , and they asked to be drop off first cos her mum wants to watch singapore idol i think . haha . So yeah , and tell ur mum , thanks for the money .

i had a great tyme with bestie . Shall go on our second date again at the end of the month kaes .

Talking about Singapore Idol , idk why sezairi got in ?? i mean tabitha sounds way better right . But whateves . I hope sylvia wins . I mean if sezairi wins that will be 3 in a row that guys win SI . Sylvia sounds way way better than sezairi .

2 more hours before im gone for work . I love work . I really do . I love work better than school . I always think that i can do so much better at work than school in the past . And i proved myself right all the time .

-im giving up so just catch me .

2009-12-14T09:08:00.000+05:00

So here's the question i get a lot from these guy friends of mine via text . Am I happy ?
Well , yes i'm happy . If you ask me this question because i just got off from a bad relationship , then here's
a highlight for you . I am content , i don't crave much affection from that guy . It doesn't take much to make
me happy . I may or may not found love , but either way , my heart's at peace .
If my heart has been broken , then im over it . My heart has no scars cos it's open for anything .
So i'm happy with where im at now . It's just another phase of life . one down , so many more to go .
That's what makes life very exciting . So i did answer ur question kan guys , as long as ur not irritating freaks
i'm happy . haha .

I want to update about my date with bestie , but then no pictures . cos she hasnt send it to me yet .
no pictures to that date means no update about that date . haha .

- while looking for answer , i came up empty handed .
and don't worry about me , cos i'm stronger than u think .

2009-12-06T16:00:00.000+05:00

Saaapp .. earthlings ! hah ! just came back from work . Tired or what but i'm getting used to it i guess .
As time goes by , u'll realise i'll complain lesser and lesser . So met up with asraf ytd during break , and he came with his cute friend . Heheh . Yeah , but didnt catch his name , but wadever .
Ytd work boring man , cos no jasper . haha .

Today work , a bit fun uh , cos i get to do cashier . hah ! cashiering very intense uh . haha .
But fun , i love the rush , when u see alot of pple q-ing , u noe u have to hurry up . hah love the rush man . hopefully i get to do more of it . cos damn boring u noe walk walk ard doing nothing .

shall end it here , idk if i shud me my frens tomorrow . must think twice , cos idw to get into trouble la dey ..

xoxo .

2009-12-05T09:41:00.000+05:00

Guess what ? my bill shot up to $300 . Whose gonna pay ? me la ! even my monthly salary ain't

enough to get me through another month if i pay the bill . And my pay still not in yet , knnbccb . So late .

Meeting Asraf later on during my break , haven't seen him for ages my . And hopefully he doesn't embarrass me with his fashion sense . And hopefully there's not pink on him . Such a bad colour on him . haha .

First day of work after the accident , it was brutal . my leg was numb when i got home , could barely feel anything . Urghh , am working today , hope it will be a better day .

Guess whose back ? Jasper's back , haha , that crazy guy at work . He

ll be working for another 2 weeks . During the closing ytd , it was hilarious . When we say goodbye , it was even more hilarious , even that auntie laugh at us .

Will be working with Roslina today , and err , hopefully she's not girlish . i just cant stand that .

Alrightey , that's all im able to blog about . Gtg get readeh for workeh . haha .

Until next tyme pple !

2009-12-02T14:55:00.000+05:00

So i fracture my foot and i have mc for 3 days . The pain isn't so bad ,

but it still stings when i want to walk .

Friday will be starting working again . Pay day is coming , woohoo .

On the 7th , cant wait . Plan with waneeyBestie to watch twilight , but babe sorry to say i watch the movie ready with my brother who u said is cute . hahaha and my sister .

I know spoiler right .

We'll find other better movie to watch , cos twilight :new moon ain't that good like the first one ,

they only thing that will make u wanna watch it the 2nd time is to see jacob ' s smokin body .

Super hot and he's only 16 or 17 ? da ade badan gitu , fuyoohh .. i loike .

Been chatting with waneey since morning mind you ,

there's something i want to reveal about her in this blog , but she say tk mo lang sape2 haha ..

She changed my blogskin so that it'll be the same as her , and she's the one hu put the bestfriend picture .

i only came up with the phrase "dimane ader rylla disitu ader waneey" haha . cute huh .

Thanks babe for the changes in my blog , i know u have nothing to do but still thanks aye .

I'm super hungry , waiting for mummy syg to come home and bring my food .lapar siol .

idk what else to update , oh did i tell u im attracted to someone ?

no no , not with azim .. he and i are over . eventhough it wasnt official but wadever .

i cant really handle demanding guys . kalah budak kecik siol . eeee !

lets talk abt this attraction some other time , the pain in my leg is acting out .

Pain killer tyme after food that is . huhuhu .

until next tyme pple ,
XoXo

2009-11-24T15:47:00.000+05:00

i've got the time , so i figure why not just update my dead blog .
haha . im not working today , just spent my time ad home because i'm so tired .
did i tell you i took my cat test ? it was easy i guess , math was surprisingly easy i guess . haha .
went to redhill to take the test , and kak aisha told me it was at kembangan . HAH !
as usual , ayang and i were late , kak aisha even told us to cabbed to the place eventhough it's just opposite
the freakin mrt station , i didnt bring my IC , oopsiee :)
so the very next day kak aisha said she wants to meet me at my work place , but she couldnt make , so i fax my photocopied IC to her . Troublesome man , everything tell me last minute .
did i tell you also that this is my first tyme experiencing silent break up ? i think silent break up is so dumb .
but whatever , we're so over . i hate it when pple assume they know me ,
when the know zero abt me . nada , ZERO . Good luck finding a girl that cud possibly kip up
with ur desire and demands . Ure sooo demanding , worse than children DUDE !
So i'm single and no tyme to mingle , all my time revolve ard friends, family and definitely work .
I love work , met new people everyday . Sometimes i feel like biting the customers face off , but some other times they make me smile .
is this post long enuf ? hmm dont think soo ! i have nothing else to update lerr ..
oh and i miss the intake 3 people so very much . seems like 4ever since i last met you guys .
oh and Fendi , i know i kinda drop a bomb on you the last time we met . it was so unnecessary , and im sorry . and imysm and too bad ur phone kena stolen . hurhurhur . i wish i can talk to you now .
gahhhh !!
until next tyme people !!!

2009-11-11T07:49:00.000+05:00

It has been one month siince i last updated , aiyoo , been super2 busy . Quit school . got a job and tired like never before . But it's all gonna pay off when i got my pay which is NEXT MONTH . haha . wait long2 aites .

Kak aisha called and said she just found out that ive quit school but she still wants me to sit for the CAT test .

So its gna be next week wednesday ad kembangan . And idk if i can take off on that day . Adoii !

Haven't seen BF for like wad , a week , miss him truckloads :))

been with this matrep for only 2 weeks i think , haha . Trying real hard to be faithful , with all other temptations .

met ayg and ijam last 2 days . i miss ayg alot , havent seen her for a week or so .

Gonna meet ijam and BF later on , aku nk mandi sape nk join ??? hahaha !

until next tyme :))

XOXO

2009-10-09T07:44:00.000+06:00

Have been hanging out a lot with Sab lately , and yes it's been fun . So Yesterday went down to 38 to lepak , went to ijam's house , a few hours later , Azim and Wan came . Then Sab and i watch upin dan ipin and also the story Maut . Sumpah in the Upin dan Ipin , the Sally character is like Azim sia . Bapok . haha . Ayang came down only at night because she wants Ciggarettes , sanggop eh girl ! Haha . Jgn smpai dpt Chicken Pox sudah ! haha .

Today , didnt go to school , siape nk pegi layan tu BBE sey . Don't know if i'm lepaking today . I don't think so la , sebab Sab is going Jurong and i'm meeting her at 1pm just to pass her ezlink . It's okay , tk kan hari2 nk lepak kan .

Let's talk about last monday , waited for ayang for way too long , end up reach school at 9.45am and we weren't allowed to take our english paper 1 . I am very sad and angry at the same time , but i just didn't show it . English you know , if other paper aku pon tk kesah . Haizzz .. But luckily tuesday and wednesday we get to do the remaining papers cos we weren't late .

Yesterday was the 8th of october , and i'm sorry ayang what you wanted from him , you didnt get it . Both of us must try not to have Boyfriends in the same school because it's just a bad move . Lebih baek carik matae luar sekola . Lebih baek tk ya ade matae , single and mingle , mcm Sab . haha . I think , ayang , me and sab both have a similar situation with guys . Ayang and Sab are the two girls that i could get along with cos they are not bitchy like most girls and dorang boleh gurau kasar unlike some people who can't . So very2 the susah huh .

I nid a new earpiece , idk , i think im obsessed with earpiece , so many designs , so many colours and so many styles . If i can , i want them all sia . Mummy , can i have a new earpiece please ??

xoxo

9.43am/091009

2009-10-05T05:26:00.001+06:00

went out to raye with friends on the 270909 , it was alot of laughter . Took only a few photos . So here it is .

i guess that's it . There's more in ayang's phone i guess .

I won't be updating much nowadays , have been so busy with alot of stuff lately , and have been very very tired too . cannot tahan la .

orite i have nothing else to update , i'm off to school now .

calo !

Blogthings .

2009-09-20T10:44:00.000+06:00

Going to nenek's house later in the afternoon , soooo not looking forward for it . In high heels ?? aiyoyo . haha . After so many years of hari raya , i'm still not used to high heels , it's not weird la , cume tk ladylike sangat . haha . Just now called shah , aww i miss that guy very much . He makes me laugh all the time without fail . Trust me i wont forget you just because i'm in a relationship kaes . Mark my words , like i said , my friends are so much more important than my boyfirends .

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Your Love Score Is: 20

It's not love. And this point it's barely lust or infatuation.

There's not much between you and your partner left. And there probably wasn't much to begin with.

Your relationship is very unhealthy. You don't even have a basic respect for one another.

This relationship probably can't be saved. And it's almost certainly not worth saving.

Pack your bags, and move on. You deserve better and so does your partner.

You will need to work harder in your next relationship to make things work.

Are You in Love?

Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

I am not in love , not at all . I am so sorry , it may be just a survey but what the hell , i know im not in love with the right person . He deserve better . Trust me , i'm not into this relationship at all . I would rather be with my friends rather than be with you . I am trying to love you , but i just can't . The problem is not you , it's me . It's totally me , i'm just so fickle minded and always making the wrong decision . I'm sorry , but this has got to end soon , the middle of hari raye , if i still have no feelings for you , im just gonna end it . Because i'm just wasting your time . U seriously deserve better . Eventhough it's a 5 days relationship , i SERIOUSLY have no feelings for you . I accepted u because you were asking me again and again for the answer . i needed more time , but you wanted it to be on that day . I wanted to accept you right after i forget about K , cos i don't want to be in a relationship where i'm in love with someone else and in a relationship with someone else . But i guess i'm already in that situation . I need to end this soon , or else i wont have peace . Just hate me if you want to . K just please get out of my mind so that i can move on with this relationship . Don't text me anymore please .

FOREVER IS OVER .
200909 , 12:44pm

Rylla is here for you :))

2009-09-20T07:56:00.000+06:00

So yesterday my brother came with sis-in-law , damn i miss my older brother a lot . And the wife's stomach very big ready , i can't wait shey . Malam raye atmosphere was like any normal day . I swear this year hari raye is not that exciting .

Yessterday received loads of hari raye wishes by text , but i still wish to have my another number back pretty please ??
Boyf you must not be sad okay , everything happens for a reason , there's no point dwelling on things that has happened . I know your brothers are not there to celebrate hari raye with you , but there are still your other family members kan . So don't sad2 kae .
Akim u too don't be sad , i'll come and save you from your misery kaes , i promise when i come see you for our hari raya outing i'll make you happy like you've never been happy before . Just wait for the day kay .
Sai abang , you know i'm here for you too .
Waneey Bestie where the hell in the world are you ? i miss you very much babe , i hope everything's okay there . Beep me tau babe if you get the chance cos i miss you so fucking much . I don't see you at school anymore and i don't hang out with you that often . I miss you , I miss us . You used to say to me to not forget you , i hope it applies to you too . Don't forget me waneey . Eventhough ayang and i are close , doesnt mean you don't play a part in our friendship . I still need you around .
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Currently missing all my schoolmates .

Selamat Hari Raye , Maaf Zahir Dan Batin . Rylla nk mintak maaf kat semue org sekirenye rylla ade buat silap , terkasar bahase atau marah krg tk tentu pasal . Harap dimaafkan kae . :))

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Me and my heart we got issues

Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you

- the saturdays - issues

200909 , 9:56am

2009-09-18T23:24:00.001+06:00

Deleted all of my previous post , just wanna start anew :)) Talked to Ayang on the phone , and then suddenly Bob called , so she told me to keep quiet while she conference . Damn funny i tell you . If you know Ayang , she could be the most random person on earth . Halfway through the conversation i hung up because it was too hilarious and i wanted to laugh aloud so i hung up .

Currently trying to get through Waneey , but after so many tries i still can't get through . And it's worrying me Bestie . You told me pape call , cos ur phone spoilt and couldn't read the msges . Bestie are you okay ? I miss you so freaking much la pantat !

Hari Raya is in like a day i think , tk tau plak bile . And i'm not really excited about it , never have been excited for hari raye . I'm not looking forward to wear high heels , tk biase oi ! I have nothing to blog actually .Currently chatting with this guy , who is giving me tips on relationship . haha , tk perlu sey . Currently webcamming with him now . Hot bodoh die !!! haha .. da webcam tros nk otp , prangai sia . Currently i am trying really hard to forget about my ttm , i just really wanna be faithful to Robot , feelings can grow kan , so i'm giving this relationship a try . When it comes to love i admit i am fickle minded and i tend to bounce from romance to romance . And it's gonna get me into trouble soon . So please stop tempting me aites .

Currently missing , AyangSisterz , ShahJoker , FamyTating , Zul , WaneeyBestie , RobotBF , AsrafBuddy .

190909 , 1.23am

XoXo