I just feel like blogging about guys/love . Hah ! Random much ?
Not really yeah , it's typically of us girls to blog or even talk about guys/love . So yeah .
What type of guy do i fall for ? I fall for the guy next door , the one who's always so chill .
Quiet , but speaks his mind when he needs to . Fight for what he believes in .
I'm content with someone who is nice , attractive , honest , and normal . It's still so hard to find that kind of person ,but i truly believe he is out there somewhere .
Never fails to keep finding . Some people say love is easy , but we ,
the people in love makes it so complicated . Well obviously the people who said love was easy are the ones who are not in relationship , so it's easy to run their mouth about love . And yeah love is beautiful , but maybe people might mistaken lust for love . And when they say love is beautiful , did they really mean it or is it because they got the action they wanted . At 17 i never actually experience true love , yeah sure i got love from my family . But the true love i'm talking about is in a sense of relationship . I keep telling myself i'm too young to experience true love . The love that i've experience are either temporary or "you're about to love someone deeply and truly you end up getting cheated on" kind of love . And now i'm turning 18 , and i'm just too excited to find love . Eventhough in my heart , i know i'm gonna get hurt some many times before i could find love . True love . And i'm ready to go for war , at 18 , i'm smarter and wiser at protecting my heart .
And how do we find guys that for once doesn't think about sex whenever they meet girls , it doesn't make them any less man if they don't think about sex . And it definitely doesn't makes him any more of a man if the fucked or cheat on girls . It just made them a douche bag , an asshole and also a jerk . Love isn't sex guys , sex is lust . Don't get confused .
Enough of the love talk .
This is random , but i just wanna share . In the past year , when i watch sad/romantic movies and the endings are sad or very touching i don't usually cry . But omg , just recently i realise i've been crying everytime i watch a sad part of a movie . It's not even reality show , where unfortunate things happen to people which really heart wrenching where in a sense i have the right to be emotional about because it happen in real life . But sad part in movies , or just seeing people cry makes me cry . I don't know what's wrong with me , but err , is it bad though ? I usually said to my friends , "alah part gini pon krg nangis " "cite tipu pon krg nangis , kecoh uh ." But now it haappens to me , i feel like eww , why the hell am i crying at such lovey dovey scene . haha ... kental uh .. But i guess hormones are changing , im growing to have a sensitive side of me . And i think it's good ? haha .. yeah . And at least i do have more feelings right .. rather than no feelings at all . and i can join you guys cry aye . geez .
I'm done blogging , tomorrow is work day , after two off days which feels like a week . I can't believe im looking forward to work after what happened . NB !
10 more days to pay day and 12 more day to BSB concert/My birthday . WHOOPIE DOOO .
If only things were simple when it comes to love .
i love you and you love me
and we live happily ever after .
